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i am going to a cocktail party this evening, birthday party for one of my very good friends. and i should want to go but going out feels like the last thing in the world i want to do, and i feel like a horrid horrid person because i should wanna be there but i so so dont

i can't get out of going cos it would be rude, and i am also taking my workmate who is relatively new to NZ from the US.

anyone have any good suggestions for changing your headspace ...? i feel like curling up in bed and just sleeping maybe after a few wines heh. not going and being superlysociallybutterfly-y.

I have tried to get excited planning my outfit and stuff n it didn't work very well. i have a little black tulip dress (strapless, comes in under bust, flares out and sort of tulip shapes in at the knee) and some quite high heels sorted out.

I need to get in party mood help