You are not okay if you are impulsively going into life threatening behaviors. This is not the first time you have tried to hurt yourself recently, so you have known for awhile that you have been getting out of control and have been very unsafe.

I do think he is wise to ask you to see another doctor about this. I hope you will do so before your impulsive dangerous behaviors lead to serious damage or worse. Please don't minimize what is happening to you by saying you function the rest of the time.