Being strong is getting harder. I keep thinking maybe he could change, maybe this would be a wakeup for him. But I know deep down the change would be temporary at best, and I have to heal myself. I tried for 15 years to fix him even though I know it's impossible. I'm 37 and would like to live happy while I'm young enough to enjoy it. Reclaim my self worth & find a new perspective. Please wish me luck, my friends as I try to stand tall alone. Much love for you all. Your support is truly a gift & I thank God I found this place.