Dear T,
I was brave and called you. I was honest about being at a "9". I didn't break any of my promises. I told you how I felt so unloved by everyone.

WHY THE _ DID YOU TELL ME YOU CARED ABOUT ME BECAUSE I AM YOUR "JOB"?!?!?!

Yeah that really would make someone cling to hope when they have suicidal thoughts. Tysvm! I am cured. Yes, me loving myself is more important than others loving me. I am now healed and complete!