Dear x-pdoc,

I have written so many letters to you and yet none of them feel right to send. It's as if I'm throwing words into the void. I'm starting to realize these letters are more for me than you. It has helped me to realize a few things: 1) writing these letters is my way of journaling and processing what has happened, 2) just because I have come a long way doesn't mean you want or need to know even though you planted the seeds of my wellness, and 3) while I have come a long way, I still have a long way to go. I think these realizations have given me peace about not making contact with you...no matter the reason. Hard to believe but I think I can finally say goodbye and mean it. Goodbye.

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