It will be fine, I just went through the same exact thing really, I really freaked out and it was totally not worth it. Tons of people on this board have shared similar stories. It's so weird because I feel just like you. Right after therapy I feel open, but during therapy not so much. Really what I want to just try once is to see my T for an hour, then separate for an hour or two, then go back for another hour. It seems kind of gluttonous doesn't it? Off on a tangent I go.... Your T is probably used to crazy emails and not really blinking an eye