Yeah I have given up on finding a girl so I am going to die a virgin.It is not possible for me to find a girlfriend or anything like that.I don't go anywhere I have not friends and I dont know what to do to change it.I really dont think losing weight will change that and I am really getting frustrated with the 66 days of T25 that I only lost 10 to 13 lbs.I really hate myself for getting this fat and let myself go.I don't think it is worth while for me to go out and put myself out there since there is nobody out there for me.Woman my age wouldn't want a ugly fat *** like me and a soon to be 33 year old virgin to boot.I just need to accept the fact that I am alway's going to be alone and never have sex and there is nothing I can do about it.I can want it more than anything in the world but it won't mean anything.No female has ever liked me and they never will and I just have to accept it.Online dating sites don't work all they want is my money and then I get girls looking at my profile and not sending me any pms or anything so I guess they see my ugly *** and be turned off.My life really really sucks and there is nothing I can do about it and that sucks more.