I use to send lots of those scary emails right through the nights during roughly my first six months of therapy, and my therapist said she was glad that I sent them. She read them, but did not necessarily respond to most of them or even find a need to discuss them. She understood that was my way of venting. If an email revealed something important we did talk about it. Many times we don't get to information from our therapy sessions, because our mind still needs to process what was said, hence the after hour emails. It's okay, he will not judge you, and we'll receive you next week as has happily as he did last week.

Also, my therapist said that she responded usually if she had something useful to say. Most time she did.

I hope you can get some sleep, Mactastic.