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Originally Posted by Asiablue
I would feel exactly the same way in your position. I do think you're being incredibly hard on yourself tho. Why should you be able to handle this? You are going thru a very tough time. And if your T can help with that then why go thru it alone?
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Because I can't pay her. And this is her job. It is completely unfair to expect her to do her job without pay, or even to accept that offer from her. She should not have to sacrifice for me like that. And I know I am being hard on myself, but it's how I have gotten through things in the past, especially difficult things. I could handle the difficult things of my life before her (although arguably, not well), so I should be able to handle them now. And instead, I feel like I am a mess and am completely falling to pieces. I can't stand this.