I'm so depressed tonight. Cannot stop crying.

I'm going through this series of surgeries on my feet so most of the time my available activities are heavily restricted.

Nothing interests me anymore and when I try to force myself to do something it just makes me feel worse.

I don't know how to distract myself or fill my hours anymore. Can't work or go to school. Sit at home all day, unless I'm at a doctor's appointment.

Having a really bad night. Days are sometimes better.