yeah that stinks. sorry.

but you can be assured that he is ok now... he is not suffering and he wouldn't / doesn't want you to be.. and he might very well be there wishing for you to not let it be bothering you...

I do understand... my family was screwy too... and my dad told them to lay off me so then they didn't include me on anything they planned! They even had a big ice cream party in the hospital with him and didn't invite me --the whole family except me... with my dying dad.

Hate is a treacherous thing. It affects me more than them though.

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