Just a thought, and no disrespect intended. Is it possible that you are doing a disservice to your therapist by not accepting her offer. You and Her, have worked so hard to reach where you are at currently. Could she have a concern that all or some of the hard work that both of you have done will be compromised or gone if you stay away for two months. Talking on the phone is not the same if you are in the vicinity to see her. I hope both of you can figure it out together.