Sorry you had such a bad time with this job. Not being able to handle this job does not make you a failure. It just means you weren't meant for that job. Keep looking. Find something you will be more comfortable with.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha