I wish mine was fine with me contacting her between sessions. She won't respond and I need her. She says it's a 'boundary thing' but I find it really hard not be ingle to contact her between sessions. I am allowed to text but she won't reply.

I worry that I am over-dependent because of this need for connection and fear of abandonment. She is literally the only person I have to talk to. She is the only person I have told about the things I am experiencing (emotional abuse, bullying, ed). I just wish she was there for me more than 50 minutes a week.

I worry that I need her more for her rather than the Therapy she is supposed to be providing? I wish I could have unlimited contact for a week and then see how I feel. Maybe it would be good to find a T who would allow me this?

Asia your T sounds awesome. You are very lucky to have this support. I would go with it. It sounds as if you will move through this stage and come out stronger the other end with her.

Thank you for your thread.