That's about it. I don't mean to not eat, but at the same time I can't force myself too. I know its anxiety related, but it's more than that. I really have no appetite. And in a way, I've lost so much weight, that I want to keep losing it. But at the same time, taking diabetic medication, makes my stomach hurt when its empty. I feel right now, like this is a slow way of suicide.
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