Sounds like you're under a lot of pressure, having a child, troubles with your boyfriend, and just not getting the support that you need. I'm not a parent so I can't even imagine what you must be going through but I can certainly relate to feeling bogged down and unsure of what to do about it.

I think you're already taking a healthy step by reaching out to us. There are certainly a lot of great people here who will listen. Welcome to PC by the way.

Are you able to talk to anyone like a close friend or family member about what you're going through?