I have always said how lucky I am to have my T.

Yesterday, I had a complete meltdown. When I talked to my T on the phone, one thing she said was that she cares about me because I'm her job.

So I emailed her today asking for reassurance, saying she's never said anything that harsh to me before. She responded that we'll discuss it more next session and to not worry...

I'm so confused and am really hurting. Do I read into her actions more than her words? Do I accept that she might have been serious and not really care? I know we both might have been having a bad day. But she has NEVER said anything like that to me before. And it's driving me crazy knowing I have to wait to talk to her again till Tuesday.

Would you trust her, and not worry? How do you not worry for that long? I feel so helpless right now, and almost terrified that I'll be walking into a dangerous situation on Tuesday.