I have been through something very similar recently. It really hurts. My T said although I am her job it doesn't mean she doesn't care. She won't respond to email or text between session and just said we would discuss next week! I still feel very hurt and thrown by this recent experience. It made me realise I am just her job but she does care and she tried to reassure me that although we can never be friends we do have a special relationship. I'm sorry - this probably doesn't help much - I just wanted you to know you are not alone & that I understand exactly what you posted. Take care.