I was diagnosed schytoeffective but I really dont think thats my problem. Im so self aware of whats going on that im thinking my problem is drug induced. In the past whenever I was hospitalized I was using. I think im def depressed, maybe bi polar, I was diagnosed adhd when I was younger but now that im not drinking I cant see how my brains gonna just go crazy. I never cared in the past so I would always use then go delusional.

I do think im manic depressed and after my use with adderall, for those who have read my threads, i saw the diahnos of ppd. Paranoid personality disorder. I def have no self esteem, isolate, on disability, but I just never cared in the past. Im so aware of it now that im not drinking.