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Originally Posted by Aloneandafraid
I have been through something very similar recently. It really hurts. My T said although I am her job it doesn't mean she doesn't care. She won't respond to email or text between session and just said we would discuss next week! I still feel very hurt and thrown by this recent experience. It made me realise I am just her job but she does care and she tried to reassure me that although we can never be friends we do have a special relationship. I'm sorry - this probably doesn't help much - I just wanted you to know you are not alone & that I understand exactly what you posted. Take care.
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Yeah. It really hurts. Feels like I lost the only person I thought cared about me. Feels like there's no hope left. That even the person being paid to care about me, only cares because she is being paid. She has never said anything like this to me before. She has never been so harsh. I did make a big deal out of it when she said it to me, and she changed the topic around saying this was about me, not her, and I need to love myself, not people love me.
Idk. I've never had a T hurt me this bad before (except for the one that tried to hospitalize me when I was making progress.)