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Originally Posted by WeepingWillow23
But what if I tell him all the horrible things they've done and he takes their side? What if he thinks he made a mistake giving me a diagnosis and decides that they're right, that I'm making it all up??
And what if the new place has cameras too?
And what if the Govt decide to stop my money because I'm faking and then I won't be able to afford to manage on my own?
And what if I'm too stupid to manage my course and I fail? Especially cos the pdoc here won't sign the Uni disability form cos they think I'm faking so I won't get any accommodations or a support worker...
(Just catastrophising out loud...) 
*Willow* |
Ok I seriously doubt he'll think he made a mistake but I will say a lot of your symptoms have changed since ect almost like a remission of some of the hallucinations/delusions until recently so he may change your dx...but he seems a lot more perceptive that your current one-off docs and you may get at minimum an antidepressant which I think might help you...
Cameras...didn't you think your friends mom planted the cameras? If it's only you and max no one can plant cameras...certainly max can keep people out while you are away...most landlords won't enter with an unsecured animal even if they have a key for 2 reasons pet may escape or may attack...
Honestly I think there is more chance the gov will stop your money while you are at home because your docs aren't supportive...I don't know how it is there but here you pretty much need a pdoc to sign off on your disability from time to time...
For the course...can't you just withdraw or take some sort of incomplete if things get too hard...besides why not get Uni pdoc to sign your forms if you are going there anyway....honestly even if you have to get a place to establish residency like a month in advance to get your paperwork done I would do that...
