I just started in January. So probally not.

I guess now that I am a little more calm than I was yesterday I could put a little more info.

After was terminated from my internship and my job the end of last year I went thru a MAJOR depressive episode. After movin away and taking some tme for me I started to feel better. I then started to look for a job because I was gong nuts and starting to slip depresson wise because of the lack of activity. I managed to get the one I have and thins went great until the drs took me off of a medication which I felt was helping, and I now KNOW was the reason I was making it thru day to day. NOw I am stuck because i have moved ad dr won't prescribe the med and I am having a heck of a time. The worst thing that work did was suggest that I needed to take some time off to take care of me. I love my joba and do not really see that as an option right now.

Perhaps this gives a little moe insight as to how I am feeling and why.

Dar