Don't feel bad. I have so many and they are all so insane or just dumb. I have been half awake a lot recently. The dreams are easily remembered this way. Otherwsie when I was working I would sleep "hard" and not remember my dreams as I woke. Sometimes just a fragment. I wish I had them as I did as a child but without drugs or anything else they just went away around my mid 30's. Heck even in my 20's I guess but by my mid 30's I just told people I don't dream because to me it was as if that were the case.

I used to have dreams about flying, meeting fun people, being in awesome places. Now they are just insane. Nonsense conversations with people who in real-life would annoy the heck out of me, eating something I dislike, one time it was something about a biker gang daring me to eat glass or die, etc.

Who the heck knows where they come from. I have actually read books and watched 3 different documentaries on the topics but they have been no help to me.

Best wishes to you on dreaming.