I know it can be painful. We had a major fallout at the end of a recent session and I was apologizing and she responded telling me she had a long day of work and was tired and that now she needed the work to stop so she could rest. I felt awful being reminded I am merely a job. After a few sessions I realized her response was the result of a bad day and she never says things like that. I think my behavior just made her mad and when I act that way she does feel like it is hard work. I understand now.
I'm sorry your T said that. Mine also said we will discuss next session when this happened and my heart dropped. The pain eased after a couple days and the next session she didn't even bring up the fallout! Hang in there.

Try to occupy yourself with activities and other thoughts so time goes by faster and you could talk this out with her.

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