Well, I'm supposed to tell her when my thoughts reach a 9 or 10. I'm also supposed to call her; not depend on email. So I waited till 3:15pm to call her and leave her a msg...assuming she'd be with a patient from 3 to 3:50pm. At about 3:50pm she calls. I don't pick up. She leaves a msg. She calls again 5 mins later. I still don't pick up. I wait till 4:10pm to call her...again thinking she'd be with a client... NOPE! She took the freaking day off and answered the phone!!!! And she knew it was me calling

She really was not supposed to answer the phone...I told her that after she answered like 20 times...she told me to get over it

Anyways, about 10mins into the call, someone is pounding on my door. Not knocking; pounding. I'm freaked out, so I don't do anything (I hide in my bedroom...). My neighbors know I won't answer the door, I have no friends, family knows to call, mail doesn't come to our door, my fiance wasn't home, we don't get many solicitors, and if it's an emergency, they are to shout at the bedroom window (I'm not that social...). So I don't actually know who was at my door.

But it is convenient that someone was pounding on my door, when I admitted to my state of mind, knowing my T freaks easily, and she didn't react either to the person at my door. She could clearly hear the pounding and the dogs barking like mad. She said NOTHING!!!! She didn't ask what was going on, if I needed a minute, if everything was okay... She's always nosy. When I get a phone call in session, she always wants me to answer it.

So, yeah, I don't know for sure about anything. But, something just tells me, that's what happened. But I'm not upset about it if she did call. If she did, she was just doing her job... Oye..."job" /sigh