this is a ramble.

I lost. I had a deadline at work and i failed to meet it. This discrepancy can cost us a million. I finally failed at work as well, i was wondering if it would ever happen. When. I don't know where to go from here, my co-workers are picking up on a lot suddenly. Seeing me as i am outside of the business world. I feel like such a failure, up to know l was a failure everywhere but work. Now i officially failed every area of life. I'm ready to give up.