I feel like I'm on a bit of a rollercoaster - some days it's soooo hard to get out of bed and then I just stay there all day and feel miserable. Other times, I'm somewhat ok. Wish I could maintain an 'ok' baseline - have 1 more week before I go back to work from sick leave - HAVE to figure it out.... Really don't want to be asked by therapists about hospitalization - don't want to portray the 'are you suicidal?' vibe anymore - but how?