When I was five years-old, I wet myself after waiting for someone to get done in the shower and I was punished by being made to wear a diaper. It's the earliest memory I have of this and I consider it to be the triggering moment that made me obsessed with the idea of wearing and using diapers well into my teens.

I am a DL. I'm not an AB so much as I don't like the idea of being helpless, but I do have fantasies that tie in with being changed and cleaned up.

I've been waiting for the right time to try to post about these feelings, so I appreciate you for starting the thread.