I had a therapist for seven years. He was very caring (I thought), there for me, said he'd never give up on me, listened, tried to help and on and on and all of a sudden within a week decided he couldn't help me anymore and refused to see me again. He didn't even refer me. I think he felt overwhelmed. I was struggling A LOT. I'm not saying this will happen to you. But I can relate to the fear. And the feeling that it is just a job to them. It's so much more to us. It doesn't mean they don't care, but it does mean that it is a lot easier for their lives to go on without us than it is for our lives to go on without them. It's so confusing and overwhelming.

It's awful to need someone like this.