I'm seeing a common theme here. Many of you seem to want me to keep taking a medication that isn't helping. The fact of the matter is, I came here seeking advice, but when I found this site wasn't working out for me, you all seemed to criticize my character for trying something different rather than encouraging me to find my own answers elsewhere. If this site was anywhere near "supportive", some of you could have at least noticed my determination and not associated my actions with a lack of patience, as I heard earlier.

Needless to say, I'm done with this community for now. I've found the help I needed through counseling and now have a support group that's going to help me as I go through this. I'm going to keep my account active to keep these posts alive so the lot of you can reflect on your responses and hopefully others can see how new members are treated here. That is, of course, unless the mods wish to delete my posts again for trying to voice my personal opinions and choices. I'm sure not all of you are bad, but my experience thus far with the people I have spoken to has been less than desirable. So with that, I respectfully bow out of this community. Perhaps we'll meet again.