I just got asked out on a date at school by a boy that I'm friends with.

It happened when I decided to bring up about dating and I asked if he ever dated. Then he asked me and I told him that I've never dated or had a boyfriend.

The thing is though, I've been wanting him to ask me out since he's been hanging out alone with me for a while.

He even told me I was pretty and that he liked me.

So after I told him, he asked me for my phone number and that's how I got him to ask.

I feel bad though that I felt like I had to talk him into it.

Also, he doesn't entirely like me. When he talked to me yesterday, he was talking about a girl he's "obsessed" with and how he wants to see her when she moves closer to where he lives.

I feel let down, because I really wanted to find someone I can LOVE. I'm getting sick and tired of chasing after spiritual beings, I want someone who is human.

Yet the problem is, I'm afraid I'll fail to impress him if I ever do become his girlfriend.