Oh no he is supportive. Sorry if that came across the wrong way. We've been together for seven years, lived together for nearly three years and he has stuck by me through all my crap. I've had three suicide attempts in the last two years and so he was just checking that I was going to be ok while he went off to do a night shift. The only problem was that I lied about it. If I'd told the truth he would have made me give him the means and got rid of it and probably taken me to my parents for the night so I would be safe when he worked. I just have to be honest about how bad things are otherwise he can't know.