I still don't know the status btwn my T and I...but I figured I'd use her techniques to my advantage (least I hope so)...

I wrote her an email last night saying:
"I'm going to trust you. Trust that your actions do mean more than words. And if that's true, then you do care about me. And if that's true then you are still safe and I won't have anything to worry about."

Based upon her reaction on Tuesday, I should know for sure where I stand. If she's mad, cold, distant, clinical...I have my answer. If she's the T I have known for 6 months, then I will gladly let this all go.

I figure that I care. So if I care, then I should trust her. And if she doesn't care, then I've only put my trust into someone I shouldn't have for a few extra days. And if she doesn't care, Tuesday is going to be painful no matter what I do this weekend.