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Old Apr 05, 2014, 03:11 PM
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I'm guilty of giving pretty much all my trust to my T. Minus a few things I would never tell anyone, and constantly worrying that my perception of her is wrong, I do trust her. (This sounds like I'm a total hypocrite seeing how I posted a thread about being my T's job ) I wouldn't jump off a bridge though...even if she promised me the world...I wouldn't even trust her with the "fall and release" experiment thingy.

That being said, I am forcing myself to trust her. I don't trust anyone. I've been abandoned so bad that I wound up homeless with no one and nothing. But I cannot survive this life on my own at the current time. I have to get help. I have to trust someone. Will it hurt me in the end...yeah, probably. But at least I realize it...not that it will make it any easier.
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