kinda dawned on me that maybe i am partially unhappy because i really don't have much of a life. i don't do enough; baring in my i have no energy most of the time and often lack the desire to do things.... but there are days where i am "ok" & feel this inner restless because i don't know what to do with myself and i WANT to do SOMETHING but i am at a loss for what that is. i feel partially trapped as i suffer from social anxiety, so it is hard to reach out and do things with others... i don't know.... i think i am venting more than anything.... wondering if anyone is going through the same thing i guess.