Thanks for the reply. The only thing is I've been feeling like this my whole life, it's not something that only appeared recently. It's so hard to explain too lol. I agree with what you said about sharing things with people. It's so hard though to be around people. I get kinda clingy and desperate. About the guy on the internet, I have kinda talked to other people about it but I usually get the exact same response of that the internet is a dangerous place. With the transgendered person I kinda just wanted to have a friend, someone who could help me in a moment of need. But i got shot down completely. But yeah i guess i shouldn't blame her for not wanting to be my friend, although she showed no interest at all, and never really asked me anything about me. She acted more as if she was a resource than anything else. I already have a therapist right now who I talk to, but seeing as she's a public therapist I have to wait weeks between visits. About the voices, I'll consider telling someone about them.