Thank you, to all of you. For sharing your stories. I'm not alone in feeling alone.
It is really stupid the amount of time I had talk with some people, lots of time, and even so, distant, distant, distant.
It's a thing hard to understand, I'm fine in being alone, and I don't want to be alone. I just see strangers around me, my family is a bunch of strangers. It's hard to explain.
Maybe it will get better, but my entire life was more a less like this. Even when I had a group of friends and enjoyed to be with them.