I know how they say girls always get a haircut/ dye after a break up..and I absolutely do haha. As you guys may have read from the BPD check in thread, my long shot school rejected me. It was ivy league, but I had all the qualifications..just not enough I guess. It's got me freaked my other school won't think I'm good enough either.
Anyway, I have this strong desire to dye my hair blue. I probably will tomorrow. I feel like changing myself will help me feel less depressed. I always do it. Does anyone else here do it? Is it perhaps a manifestation of my lack of self? Am I trying to change because I hate the me I am right now. The me who got rejected.
I don't know. My head hurts a lot and I just feel completely scared of the future now.