I don't think you hallucinated at all. Why must something unexplained have to be said to be a hallucination by a doctor? I had a woman who would stand at the end of my bed as a child and would wait until I fell asleep. Was that a hallucination? What about the voices? Why are those not really dead people talking to me? Did I imagine smelling my mothers scent two years after she died, in my car sitting in a parking lot? Was that a hallucination too? Just the other day I was out fishing in the woods, no noise, nothing but the trickle of water, and I heard some man yelling at me, so I turned around kinda like, wtf, and there was no-one there, a simple misfire of my brain? My friends when I was younger were very real to me, I would laugh out of the ordinary and they were a secret, why were they not really there? Seemed pretty real to me!
So they shove medication in-front of us, a little pill for this, a little pill for that, a little pill for the pill that makes you have to take that pill for side effects.
I chose to believe these experiences have been real, who are they to tell me their not? What authority are they? Reality is relative to the person who believes something. We change our filters when we chose to believe something, sometimes we believe things and there is a negative filter, sometimes believing something is a positive filter.
You have a gift just like me, it is as simple as that.
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