My ex-husband committed suicide in early January. I'm just now coming to realize that it's not my fault and relieve myself of some guilt.

I attempted my own suicide after I felt his mother held me responsible and was in ICU for 3 days and inpatient mental hospital for 14. Since then it's been intensive outpatient group therapy.

Has anyone else here lost someone they thought they could have/should have been able to help with drug addiction/suicide?

Could use some advice on how to cope day to day. Though I'm feeling ok tonight I'm sure I'll have some relapses especially as I'm going back to work in a few weeks.

thx,
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