i can be good for a while but i get all messed up and it shuts things up. the cutting, that is. this was a bad week. i got home and i was sitting in my car and i knew it wasnt safe to go inside that he would be there so i drove around and everywhere i looked he was following me and i had to go home and whne i went to bed i could see him standing in the shadows but sometimes when i llooked he wasnt there but my heads been wrong all week now and i think im seeing him everywhere last night i didt sleep i just walked around all night i was afraid to close my eyes that id open them and he'd be standing over me and so i couldnt shut my head up and everythings all wrong and i cut again an then i felt better but i dont want to be stuck here and i dont know what to do