I feel like I trust my T too much. It scares me because I have been seeing her weekly now for just over a year, and just last week we started twice a week sessions while I work on some of this trauma stuff. And just in the past month or so I realize that I really do trust her.

And in the last hour or so while writing some other stuff, I realize that I trust my T more than anyone else i have ever trusted. Scares the crap out of me. Even the T I saw twice a week for two years, I was never at this level with her.

I'm terrified I am going to be devastated because trusting people has always led to devastation for me. And it sucks.

I definitely am not blindly trusting her. But it's scary.