i want to know what it is like for you having sz. i have been told by doctors and family i do not have sz. i have read books a beautiful mind and the center cannot hold by elyn saks and many other books about schizophrenia and i have never lost touch with reality to the point of not knowing who i am or believing that there is someone or something trying to harm me. i do however hear my thoughts outloud all the time spoken by people in public and believe people can hear what i am thinking most of the time. of the books i've read and shows i've watched i imagine a schizophrenic to be a person who says things that make absolutely no sense some of the time when they are talking, doesn't shower, sees and hears things, believes people are trying to harm them, basically out of touch with reality. that is not me but i have thought broadcasting. that is my problem. i believe people are saying what i am thinking a lot of the time because i can hear them saying it and i believe people can hear my thoughts most of the time. but as i said i have never lost touch with reality so wtf is wrong with me i wonder. thoughts?