That's a fair question as I didn't make it clear in the original post. No, I'm just looking for friendship right now.

Thanks for your advice btw. You're right that true friends will accept all sides of us and I suppose anything less isn't friendship. A lot of my anxiety comes from suppressing my honest emotions (positive and negative) through a belief that they're unacceptable to others or that people would dislike me if they saw my true self. Something I need to work on.