Hi Allie,

Again someone has hit the nail on the head and expressed things better than I can. The meds I'm on seem to be killing most of my feelings if I ever had any and I see the road ahead in a stark and organised way. I guess at the moment the people I am change from being frightened to angry to calm and rested almost at a whim. I'm quite confused at the moment. This is not helping with the relationship with my partner who frankly doesn't understand my need to talk with people here. I'm not in a good place at the moment after a few difficult days at home with Jo.

I appreciate the offer of chatting, thank you, are you sure? I'm not finding it at all easy knowing how to inter act or what to say.

Paul