Dear T,
The only way I can get through this is to believe that the truth will come out, like it or not, and there will be a judgment day. Even so, it still won't change what's been done to me and I will have to live with this pain forever. You are not even sorry for what you've done. You go on having a good ole time with your life after what you've done to me and I wake up having to face the repercussions every day.