@Rapunzel I see what you are saying, but I just can't forgive. Even if it means to let go of the anger, I still will have anger though even if I forgave him. The hurt will still be there, because he would just think "Haha! I got her! I win!" and he would still emotionally abuse me. I mean he's already still emotionally abusing me even with us not talking and not forgiving, so I imagine if I were to say to him "Hey! Everything's cool!" He would just continue what he does, and I wouldn't want to give him that power. By me not talking to him is just hurting his ego, he hates that nothing is going his way. But thank you for commenting! I appreciate it!