Hugs to you. You won't always feel this way. You will want to do things again. It's so hard to to imagine things being any different when we're depressed. When we're wearing those *****-coloured glasses, interest in everything goes away. Our perception is skewed and everything is miserable and ugly. Depression steals so many things from us... including hope. I tend to have moments of clarity when I'm depressed, and I remind myself as often as possible, that my perception is off. I'm seeing and feeling things through a negative filter. I remind myself that it has happened before and I got better and I will get better again.

You will feel better again too. Hang in there. I know how sucky it feels. I hope it passes soon.