I'm sure you'll do great! Just wondering though do you have other supportive people in your life....friends family etc. That's one of the things you could be building now. My understanding is we often develop these close supportive relationships with our T's but in the end it's just supposed to be a model for what you can achieve with anyone. These kind of forced separations drive home the fact that that the T relationship is not in fact perfect but that there is more for us in the outside world...people without arbitrary boundaries etc. Still I have heard of people who will give out small objects of little value like a polished rock as sort of a transitional object the same way that stuffed animals are given as you separate slightly from your parents as you grow.