I saw Your heading and felt I needed to write ....several times in my life (tho I'm not sure what You're going through)...I wanted to die ...twice came close overdosing...once the overdose caused me to have seizures..ended up in ICU...several months later I had some kind of attack...while in the hospital...I passed out n hit my head on floor..woke up in emergency room where I was told I had another seizure when I hit the floor...drs told me I couldn't work...in recovery for depression for 10 years I tried ...learned about my illness...getting right meds..in 2010 I started volunteering at a skilled nursing facility even worked there for a year...til last May after losing so many residents...I realized how lonely I was all these years asking girls out getting rejected for being TOO NICE...last June I overdosed again...ended up in ICU...I hate going out nowadays especially in warmer weather seeing couples together I realize how lonely I am...I joined PC last may...and all at PC gives me strentgh...whether I'm down or up...we understand even tho our diagnosis are different n our situations are different my PC friends understand...so I stay strong in the hopes that enthroned times I am feeling better I could help another on PC the way they all help me when I'm down...I'm not gona lie and say tomorrow will be a better day...but I will say we don't know what tomorrow will bring ...right now I'm my life tho not severely depressed...I'm feeling that loneliness again...its not my isolation that is the reason of my loneliness ...my loneliness is the reason I isolate...but I fight cuz I refuse to give in...I hope You didn't mind me writing a book...I just want to say whatever You're going through today...here on PC we understand ..please don't give up...ok